I Didn’t See It Coming: What Happened When I Stopped Doubting and Started Believing
Are you a believer of miracles?
Well i did believe in miracles but wasn’t sure how I will experience one. Sure, I believe in God. I believe He is real. But I also believe that maybe His goodness was for other people. People who prayed better and more than I did. People who didn’t question Him as much as I do. People who had more faith and fewer flaws than I do.
Me? I have never asked God to give me something or prayed only when I wanted something. I have prayed always and thanked God for everything. Even when Life handed me lemons I felt grateful as I somewhere knew its for my higher good. But earlier deep down, I didn’t expect much to change. It felt safer that way. That way, if nothing happened, I wouldn’t be crushed again.
But something inside me had started to shift, it was not overnight, and definitely not easily. Just a quiet pull at my heart to stop living with one foot in faith and the other in fear.
So I started trusting my inner voice more. I stopped trying to “protect” myself from disappointment and started giving God room to move things and events however He wanted to.
And that’s when it happened 💫
Not a lightning bolt from the sky. Not a voice from heaven. Just… a moment. A PHONE CALL I never could have imagined could turn my life around. Healing came when I least expected it, a feeling I thought was lost, found it’s way back to me. A peace that honestly made no sense given everything that was going on.
It caught me completely off guard—in the best way.
That’s when I realised: God, angels, universe and higher beings had been working all along. I just couldn’t see it before, because I was too busy mentally preparing myself for it to not workout again.
What Changed in Me 🌈
Even when I have those moments, I become this unshakable faithful person where I am always reminded of the quote – “Let your FAITH be greater than your FEARS“. There are times where I doubt myself but only because I feel, all of it is too good to be true. Now I have started giving space to God to do what only He can do.
I learned that 🌟
- Miracles are those quiet moments of grace, they won’t be loud as you expect
- God just needs a heart that is willing, he doesn’t want you to be perfect
- Things will only start to shift when you stop doubting yourself and start trusting yourself just a little more
If You’re Waiting for a Miracle 🔮
Please don’t give up just yet. I do understand you are in that place of waiting, wondering and doubting yourself. I get it, I really do.
Just keep praying and showing up even when it all feels pointless and you feel like nothing good is happening. Sometimes, the moments you stop holding back and start believing in the power of the universe that’s when IT COMES. And by praying I don’t mean or expect you to sit in front of God for hours. It can be just a min or 2 remembering Him with all your heart.
It is about the small steps that we take in life, as they matter. Life will start opening itself when you are not even expecting it. But just try not to feel stuck.
When I got my miracle, it was as if some doors opened and peace was entering my heart. It felt lighter, like I was no longer carrying everything alone. I didn’t see it coming at all, but now I am really grateful that I didn’t stop believing.
Looking back now I feel, whatever you wish to call – God, Universe, Angels or Higher Beings made it possible for me and were working all along, I just needed to believe.
